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You're ex- , maybe it's better to say your girl friend is mature than you talked to me.
She told me how she loves you , how she helped you, how she wants to encourage you for your life and such.
Even though she cheated on you many times , now I feel like you also made a reason for her to feel lonely and suspicious like I'm feeling it right now.
I remember you saying you hate cheating, but look, you are the one doing it now. I don't wanna say this, but I don't want any people in my friend who cheats like this .
Or can't promise their words. I was trying to believe you because I thought you're honest and a gentleman, which wasn't
I'm sorry I was stupid that I tried to believe you.
If I'm wrong, then what is wrong ?


You should settle down David.
your girl friends knows you well. Just love her and try to find a job and stop smoking weed all day
If you can't do that you don't deserve any woman.
I did erased your Facebook and snapchat and hangouts because I thought I can't handle you any more
I will block you probably so please just make your girl friend happy. Simple.

I hope you change, and you can change. Right ? You told me that.

I really really loved you even though it was fake
I won't forget my 23rd birthday in Chicago with you
Thanks


呆気ない、ってこのことを言うのかな
裏切られる、ってこのことを言うんだ
信じようとしてた
変われると思った彼だった


なにもかもが偽りでしか
なかったのかな


私は、彼の優しさや
前を向く姿勢に憧れたけど、
それは獲物を惹きつける手段でしかなかったんだって
思った



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